....v_v....

i know this post im writing will have nothing to do with school, but i gotta vent somewhere and this is a nice place :P
well...what would you do if.... you had 2 best friends, and each said to do something different...and eventually chose a side... and...screwed up everybody's lives... and got your best friend mad at you........did i say mad? i meant furious...
i hate my life for the very fact that its complicated.
why? so many friends and so many different relationships with the different people around me , my family, my friends...
then there's school...putting the pressure, the thought of iit class is revolting right now considering im praying to just pass my quarterly exam...
and then there's BAKA me.... plunging through my life, carelessly, inconsiderate , blissfully ignoring the consequences....
i had the most fitful sleep last night as i kept thinking of my friend almost stomping off from y!msger after a death glare smiley at me...which would explain why im up so early (its 6 FREAKIN AM) writing a post and feeling like a greade A heel...
i could always say BLEH to the world and live a happy life...but as i said...life's never that easy...
i gotta get a document of murphy's laws and hang it in my room (along with myself) cos i see its highly applicable in my present miserable life...
thinking of the chem pracs doesnt help
i have loads of friends who... come and tell me their problems, i mean its natural... i do my best to hear them out and be sympathetic and give advice to the best of my limited ability... i dont usually vent my feelings cept to the closest of buds, those nearer than the near and dear, and so this is an odd experience but whatever be it...i actually feel a bit better... guess ive reached saturation point folks....i dont wanna hear a single complaint from anyonewhining about how miserable their lives are...its my turn now.